Like usual I've had a lot on my mind lately, and right now what really is on my mind is how much I've changed. I compare myself to my high school self, and oh boy was I mess back then. I think if I were able to meet my past self some how I'd walk up to him, tell him to grit his teeth, and just bust him a good one right across the mouth. Seriously. I'm not to though what to make out of the person I am now. At times I feel like I''m walking down a road and I see the road splitting. One road being the good way to go, and the other the bad. I don't know man life is a mysterious, and unexpected journey. I realize though that all life really is is what you decide to make of it, and I'm definitely a way better person than I was before. More positive, social, motivated, and awesome. In all seriousness this post isn't about much. I felt like I had to write something today, and well here it is as well as what's on my mind. One thing though.
Dear High School Elmer,
Be strong you dumbass! Learn to let things go, and accept things for what they are. Don't try to make something out of any situation trust me that road leads no where. So save yourself some time and just live life for how awesome it should be. Be more social, go out, and have some fun for Christ sake. You won't be the world's best priest on World of Warcraft ( but I must admit you did a damn good job haha). That game will just be another phase. Stop looking for escapes in life and face your shit head on like the man you will be. Start now so this isn't as difficult later on man. Be confident in who you are, and who you want to be. Forget what anyone else has to say man. If you don't take anything I say into consideration you will learn every lesson I'm trying to teach you... the hard way. Love you so much man! You have real potential, a burning spirit, now use it.
With much Love,
Future You
P.S: Also get a head start on working out, that way I don't have to do all the work. Haha!
